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only one left now. the oldest. seems pretty likely all 3 will be dead by the end of the year.

the emergency vet couldn't do anything. so i wish that we hadn't done anything so he could at least die in his home with us around. it's not fair that the last hour of his life was being dragged out from under the bed and put in a cage and then dying in a strange place without any of us with him. but then we would have had to wonder if had we taken him would he have survived. suppose you can't expect the creatures you love dying to have any kind of upside or way to make things right.

it's a bit like schrodinger's cat. i know that he's wrapped in a towel, wrapped in another towel, inside a bag, dead in the freezer. but i still expect to see them just walking around or eating or looking into the garden.

it reminded me that i can't kill myself. seeing how much death hurts my parents. seems obvious i guess. but my parents don't deserve that. they really don't.

this is all life will ever be. it's never going to get better.
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I can't really say very much positive about my artwork these days and I really do try to rein-in the 'woe is me' in these descriptions (really, i promise i try), but i can say at the very least that i've developed a much greater appreciation of the colour pink. Which is something. Maybe.

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only one left now. the oldest. seems pretty likely all 3 will be dead by the end of the year.

the emergency vet couldn't do anything. so i wish that we hadn't done anything so he could at least die in his home with us around. it's not fair that the last hour of his life was being dragged out from under the bed and put in a cage and then dying in a strange place without any of us with him. but then we would have had to wonder if had we taken him would he have survived. suppose you can't expect the creatures you love dying to have any kind of upside or way to make things right.

it's a bit like schrodinger's cat. i know that he's wrapped in a towel, wrapped in another towel, inside a bag, dead in the freezer. but i still expect to see them just walking around or eating or looking into the garden.

it reminded me that i can't kill myself. seeing how much death hurts my parents. seems obvious i guess. but my parents don't deserve that. they really don't.

this is all life will ever be. it's never going to get better.

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Lilielo-Lawliet
Beau
United Kingdom
i also have a top hat. and apples but their gone now.....
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Current Residence: London
Favourite genre of music: IM USING THIS FOR MORE MOVIES! donnie darko juno fight club amélie
Favourite photographer: Gary Winogrand
Skin of choice: Whatever im wearing.
Favourite cartoon character: Death, Perona, Sam Black Crow, Sir Crocodile, Queen of Blood
Personal Quote: Learn today to forget tomorrow
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el-e Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014
happy birthday! :D :party: :cake:
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Lilielo-Lawliet Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014
thank you
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el-e Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014
no problem^^
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bialoveshoney Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi, I'm currently changing accounts and I just wanted to let you know that the deviation you added to your favorites is now here:
planned-chaos.deviantart.com/a…

(The old one will be deleted)
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Lilielo-Lawliet Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013
art teacher
look like my mother
professor leopard
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Lilielo-Lawliet Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013
prado red
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Lilielo-Lawliet Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2013
cryoseism
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varziel Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2012
dear beau, i don't know if you still check your deviantart but i don't know how to contact you other than this (ahaha). i'm sending you a note, please check it! c:
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Lilielo-Lawliet Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2012
you've met with a terrible fate haven't you? you could make a beau-signal. shaped like a....something.

(also, i am still totally gonna make that tumblr. it's just that i'm about to be gone for two weeks so i don't wanna start it right now)
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