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become broken, relative to myself (who is in turn broken relative to other people). i can't function how other people seem to (though this could be egotistical solipsism and everyone perceives themselves as an exception) but now i can't even cling to the things that were consistent to me. they evoke so little emotionally and they just leave a vacuous absence and only a vague guilt for not being able to care more, not a sufficient level of guilt to simply be a transmutation of feeling. or something. i wonder how much damage i've done to myself through introspection and pretentious musings. i hope things get better. i always do.

on a quick note, though the attention i give this sight is very distant from what it once was, i now find myself mystified by my traffic figures. i completely understand the lows with the occasional geiger counter crackles; i don't know where 60 views, april 7th comes from. april 19th, 219. april 20th 322. perhaps, someone i know is silently perusing old journals or something. hopefully not, that can't be much fun for them. anyway, my paranoid mind doesn't quite seize upon, but tacitly tilts towards the idea.


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i also have a top hat. and apples but their gone now.....

Current Residence: London
Favourite genre of music: IM USING THIS FOR MORE MOVIES! donnie darko juno fight club amélie
Favourite photographer: Gary Winogrand
Skin of choice: Whatever im wearing.
Favourite cartoon character: Death, Perona, Sam Black Crow, Sir Crocodile, Queen of Blood
Personal Quote: Learn today to forget tomorrow

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bialoveshoney Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi, I'm currently changing accounts and I just wanted to let you know that the deviation you added to your favorites is now here:…

(The old one will be deleted)
art teacher
look like my mother
professor leopard
dear beau, i don't know if you still check your deviantart but i don't know how to contact you other than this (ahaha). i'm sending you a note, please check it! c:
you've met with a terrible fate haven't you? you could make a beau-signal. shaped like a....something.

(also, i am still totally gonna make that tumblr. it's just that i'm about to be gone for two weeks so i don't wanna start it right now)
Happy Birthday to you! :huggle:
I hope you have a great one and all.
This is for you: [link]
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